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im lost again............

does anyone really want my new lj screen name?

no one will guess it ill give the biggest hint ever its in my name

i have a new lj if you can find it and add me you can read it....


bye bye

BYE!!!!

IM NOT GOOD AT NOTICING THE SIGNS
IM NOT GOOD AT ALOT OF THINGS
ALL I KNOW IS WHO I WANT

WISH I COULD SEE THE SIGN
SEE IF IT SAID YES, OR NO
GOOD,OR BAD


SMALL UPDATE ILL BBL

IS IT WORTH IT CAN YOU EVEN HEAR ME
STANDING WITH YOUR SPOTLIGHT ON ME


MEDICLLY SPEAKING I THINK IM FUCKED LOL GOTTA GO TO THE DOC I THINK I BROKE 2 THINGS OUCH

REAL UPDATE L8R

What would you say?
This blood is thick
This blemished face
With a crooked nose
Had a chance to say
Whatever it wanted
Through his brother's throat
Open your note

Would you give a fuck
If all that you heard
Will now devote
Black shadow water

The sound of victory
Blowing up your walls, walls

Fake faces everywhere I see
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down, don't tell me
Don't tell me where I don't belong
Fake faces everywhere I see
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down, don't tell me
Don't tell me where I don't belong

Oh, I heard a sick, sad voice
Oh It was honesty, I turned to her and said
We need to be medicated
I need the prescription
For full sight vision
If you're with me
We'll send the greetings to hell
With the sounds of our voices

Fake faces everywhere I see
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down, don't tell me
Don't tell me where I don't belong
Fake faces everywhere I see
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down,
Don't tell me where I don't belong

I wonder why you're oh so full of shit
You'll be knocked on the floor
So don't you push that precious sweat
Oh you judge his secrecy on shit
You'll be knocked on the floor

SO DON'T YOU PLAY!

Fake faces everywhere I see
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down, don't tell me
Don't tell me where I don't belong
Fake faces everywhere I see
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down,
Don't tell me where I don't belong.


7 DAYS TILL THIS AWSOME STUFF COMES OUT AND MAKES LIFE EVEN BETTER!!!!!

LET ME ASK YOU A QUESTION
IF I HANDED YOU MY HEART WHAT WOUDL YOU DO WITH IT?
I REALLY WISH I KNEW
I WISH YOU WOULD ANSWER THAT
I WISH YOU KNEW WHO YOU WERE

I WANNA KNOW WHEN I TALK TO YOU YOUR HEART BEATS A LITTLE FASTER
THAT WHEN EYES CATCH YOU GET THAT FLUTTER IN YOUR STOMACH
WHEN WE TALK YOU HAVE THAT TONE IN YOUR VOICE

IF ONLY I KNEW
I PROLLY WONT
BUT IF ONE DAY YOU ANSWER
I HOPE I CAN JUST STAND AND SMILE

GOODNIGHT ALL

IF I COULD SAY NAMES IT WOULD BE SO MUCH EASIER..I COULD POUR SO MUCH OF MY HEART OUT IN HERE, BUT IT DOSNT MATTER SHE WILL NEVER SEE IT. ITS NOT EVER JUST THAT GIRL THOUGH, I ALWAYS HAVE A CRUSH ON SOME OTHER GIRL... SUCKS, WISH IT DIDNT SEEM SO HARD TO TELL SOMEONE SOMTIN THAT ISNT EVEN A BIG DEAL. IDK MAYBE ONE OF THEM LIKES ME WHO KNOWS...

ITS SATURDAY IM GONNA PARTY IT UP TONIGHT FOR SURE.....ITLL BE GOOD FOR ME

MY HEART IS ALWAYS DIVIDED
IT ALSO IS SET ON ONE
I TRY SO HARD
AND I HURT SO MUCH
SHE WONT CARE
SHE WONT TRY FOR IT

IM DONE...................

THINGS ARE BETTER.

KIND OF.

I DONT KNOW WHATS GOING ON.

TELL YA WHEN IT HAPPENS THOUGH.

IM DOIN A SIDE PROJECT WHERE I WRITE SONGS ON BASS...I ENJOY IT, I CAN TELL I HAVE PROGRESSED ALOT SINCE I STARTED....UMM I DONT KNOW WHEN ILL PUT STUFF UP, MIGHT B A WHILE, BUT WHEN I DO I HOPE YOU ALL WILL CHECK IT OUT, AND GIVE ME YOUR HONEST OPINION...I MEAN LIKE IF SOMTIN DOSNT SOUND RIGHT SAY THATS WHAT YOU THINK, AND WHATNOT...

LIFE IS OK, NOTHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT


I HOPE YOU SEE THE BETTER SIDE OF ME MORE THEN I DO......

NIGHT

im not givin up this time
im goin through with it
my heart is set and im gonna listen to it

i hope she feels the same or somtin

AHHH WARPED TOUR IS NOW GONNA SUCK...FIRST THROWDOWN, AND NOW COMERICA PARK IS WHERE ITS AT!!!! THIS IS GAY........GAY.....GAY AS SHIT

OK SO THE FOREIN HOLIDAY IS OVER, AND IT IS NOW ABOUT TO BE THE WEEKEND.....

YEAH THE WEEKEND, NOTHING TO DO, AND WILL BE BOREING MOST LIKELY.

NEWAYS, WE WENT TO CHEAP CARLIES FOR BIRTHDAY DINNER, IT WAS A GOOD TIME. ME,ADRIAN,COREY,SKIRBY,FISH GILES,JASON, AND DREYYYYDON!!!! WE JOKED AROUND MADE FUN OF EACH OTHER, AND GOT AN 80 DOLLAR CHECK WOOOOOOO!!!!! IT WAS WORTH IT....HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR BIRTHDAY IF NOT THEN...............WERE GONNA 810 YOU, LOL.

THIS MONTH THE NEW ATREYU, AND THE NEW FROM FIRST TO LAST...SERIOUSLY WHEN THE NEW FROM FIRST TO LAST CD COMES OUT ILL BE PUMPED. IVE HEARD 2 NEW TRACKS OFF OF IT, AND IT SOUNDS AWSOME...MAKES ME HAPPY TO HEAR MUSIC I ENJOY AGAIN. HALIFAX NEW CD COMES OUT SOEMTIME THIS YEAR LOL.....SENSES FAIL IN APRIL...IM PUMPED, NOT ALOT OF MUSIC THAT I LIKE ALOT ANYMORE, BUT THOSE ARE A FEW.

HOPE EVERYONE ENJOYS THERE WEEKEND, ANY OF YOU GET BORED GIVE EM A CALL ILL BE FREE TO DO WHATEVER.

PEACE

BOXING IS FOR BLACK PEOPLE, AND MEXICANS END OF STORY!!!!

OK SO HERE IT IS
I FREAK OUT LIKE IN MY HEAD
NOT IN A PHSYCO WAY
IN WAY WHERE EVERYTHING RUSHES INTO MY THOUGHTS AT ONCE
LIKE EVERYTHING I THINK ABOUT HITS ME AND I CANT CONTROL IT
EVERYTHING I STRESS OVER, NORMAL STUFF, EVERYTHING IT'S WEIRD

YOU KNOW I FEEL BAD FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT GO OUT AND ENJO LIFE TO THE FULLEST....REALLY I DO BECAUSE THAT MEANS THERE NOT DOING EVERYTHING THEY WANT...AS LONG AS ITS GOOD THINGS....


i dont know what else to say
so im done
i hope everyone is happy
i really do....

goodnight

what is there to say.......LOTS......ok so im getting more motivated with school,but...wonderful word but, i dug myself another hole, but atleast i can get out of it easy this time. i have to take one night school class, freakin "A" i thought i was done with this crap but im not!!@#$$@@!#$#@!!!
why am i stuck on someone that i have never had anything with really....i mean yeah we have talked..alot...fuck it who cares....it can either work out this time when i try, or im done and will move on for sure because no use putting myself out for someone who dosnt want you right? maybe im jus ment to be by myself? who knows..... i neeed to sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep....i need NEED to finish writin my song on bass, i need to make sure my dreams come true, i need to see my friends happy, i need to see my family happy, i need...i want what i cant have at this moment.... ahhhh im done

ok that was from this mourning.......................................

ahhhh its the weekend time to party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i swear id burn the city down to show you the light

so ive been busy....band,school,work,hangin out..
school im gonna take alot more serious now, i need too.
band is oging good, i love the music, and the band mates are awsome. i just enjoy all of it, its fun, and we make good shit.
work has been good to me, not to many days, but it gives me spending money.
hangin out lately has been a blast like it use to be...i missed it so much. more good ttimes to come


i hope you all enjoy the rest the year because i might not see some of you after it..


peace